God Or No God!!!

I have been thinkin a lot abt dis concept n hav mst lately involved in a debate f sorts abt dis topic..obviously i ws out numbered by d people who believed in god..d talk happened in a marriage function of the brother f one f my frnds...n i was attndin it wid few f my classmates..in between d booze n loose talks i ws cornered by my frnds fr sayin dat god doesnt xist..n i ws alone in my stance if nt fr a half drunk frnd f mine..tats wt v call a buddy..a frnd in need is a frnd indeed(drunk or nt)..why is dis sucha sensitive topic..most f the people were nt evn ready to listen to my view impartially..so here i am in my blog,tryin to tell wat i wantd to tell...i donno if hv any listeners,bt nevertheless i am in to dis now...v r inculcated wid d faiths n beliefs tat our parents feast us upon wid...fr most f us our belief in god was a lesson taught to us frm our childhood by d people whom v care d most abt ie our parents..n wid time n xperience sme become devoted to dis faith n sme loose faith..n those who dare xpress it happens to b very few.. dis happens especially cos d so called atheists r out numbered by d devoted ones..i have nothin against those kinda people..if their faith n beliefs help them in any way then cheers mate!!!and if tat doesnt help..arent u burdened by d faith tat u dnt really believe in..wats faith if u cant believe in it..why shud d devoted ones argue wid d oppsite kind..isnt it cos their faith isnt true,odrwise y shud one argue ova it..i tried avoidin xplainin my stance cos i dint wanna hurt anybdy's beliefs...n i dnt lyk debatin unless am forced to..bt since evrybdy wants xplanations i guez dis wud make a gud readin,hopefully:)..i had faith in god until 16..mayb i was rather into d trance so as to say,cos my mom happens to b pretty devoted..though i nevr felt d presence f god in life..lets zero tat down to xperiences..y shud d credit go to god whn u r d person facin life all on ur own..d frnds u earned, d ones u lost..the success u have n dnt have is all upto u..wher is d influence f d so called supreme powers..when d circumstances r favorable n u wrk ur ass out,tats whn success comes..n i feel entitled to d success n failure dependin on wt i do or dnt do..i cant blame a 3rd or nt evn a secnd person fr it..cos i am facin d life..b it gud or bad..then again d idea of sectionin it as gud or bad depends on d person n circumstances..like wts gud fr me may nt b d same fr u...i dnt feel d need f god at any place or time..all i need is myslf to do wt i care n wish fr..n i guez all d help i am gettin frm anybdy else or anywhr els is cos i earned my way into it..ultimately u r ur own god..its a vry volatile topic to discuss..n i aint q8 intend on convertin anybdy into my beliefs,nt as if i can.bt i dnt wanna do tat..u r entitled to ur faiths n beliefs jst as i am..d only difference is i dnt argue on it,bt half d wrld prefers it d odr way around..so people stick on to it if tat helps..elz aint ur introspection a burden based on d beliefs u wer taught n nt ur own evaluation of life...ponder ova it cos i myt b wrong as i am in most cases:)..jst cos i believe in myslf doesnt make me reliable huh!