Blogger alas!!!

I always had big time dreams..one f it happens to b dis..but dis wud b one f d moments i stoppd sleepin too much n startd to do sometin to realise my dream..I chose tis day 25th f d month cos 25th f may n 25th f novembr holds a special place in ma heart..cos those wer d dates when ma first luv startd n ended..Nt xactly smethin i shudb writin if i wer to make an impression eh..bt tis is my space to write things frankly..doesnt mean i dnt liv my life d same way:)..For sme i may b new..bt to others am d same old perfectly irresponsible dude..well..dis  blog is jst d logical culmination f yet another infactuation..donno if it wud hit d mark in d wrld f umpteen bloggers.bt still i guez am creative enuff to sustain sme sorta creativity..i m jst another dude in d batallion f students who wish english ws d only subject in their syllabus..i cant stand anythin els..i bet my frnds wont differ if i say am very creative,afterall who can manage to b front bencher n still sleep luxuriously n squeeze in sme time to write all those prose..hey dnt leave yet......well wat am i xpectd to write other than wt i feel for..well i aint gonna get paid fr all dis..r8..so i hv d luxury f writin wateva heck tat comes to my mind...tat feels gud though a bit nazist,eh!bt nevertheless i canb a dictator ova here..aftrall tis is one f rarest few things tat i can truly call mine!!!i aint gonna post anythin theoretical..cos half d wrld gets bored readin things tat make lotta sense..i wud post anythin n evrythin tat wudnt bore,cos if i do bore u then wts d purpose..comments r mst welcme as long as i dnt hv to delete em:)..the posts wud include a daily diary,which i hpe wud b a "daily" wrk cos u knw na..the students prob..teachrs r q8 stern on fixin their schedules so as to keep us busy..so i hpe i get time to squeeze in dis daily dairy writing..then wtels..i guez ther wud b a post evryday on certain topics tat amuse me which wud xclusively depend on ma mood ,which is pleasant mst f d time..the views in d columns r xclusively mine n those who disagree can simply write it in a paper n throw it in d dustbin:)..kiddin mate..do post ur comments cos tats d only way i knw tat my comments r bein read! one thing i wud like to tell ya s..i will try to b as frank as frank canbe as tat wudb one f d pre requisites f writin a diary..actually i hv been tryin to change myslf to smethin mre decent so tat i become mre presentable in a blog...so i h givn up smokin n few othr addictions...change is d only constant n i guez this blog is a change fr me..i wud also b usin d blog as a platform to share my views wid odrs n knw their views..so it wudb mre like an interactive one(hopefully)...n i sure do hpe dis bloggin doesnt fall in d category f so many infactuations i previously had..i m8 b a bit f an amateur in bloggin but sure i knw when to stop braggin..so dis is enuff fr nw..so dudes n dudettes here is my word palette..happy bloggin!!!

God Or No God!!!

I have been thinkin a lot abt dis concept n hav mst lately involved in a debate f sorts abt dis topic..obviously i ws out numbered by d people who believed in god..d talk happened in a marriage function of the brother f one f my frnds...n i was attndin it wid few f my classmates..in between d booze n loose talks i ws cornered by my frnds fr sayin dat god doesnt xist..n i ws alone in my stance if nt fr a half drunk frnd f mine..tats wt v call a buddy..a frnd in need is a frnd indeed(drunk or nt)..why is dis sucha sensitive topic..most f the people were nt evn ready to listen to my view impartially..so here i am in my blog,tryin to tell wat i wantd to tell...i donno if hv any listeners,bt nevertheless i am in to dis now...v r inculcated wid d faiths n beliefs tat our parents feast us upon wid...fr most f us our belief in god was a lesson taught to us frm our childhood by d people whom v care d most abt ie our parents..n wid time n xperience sme become devoted to dis faith n sme loose faith..n those who dare xpress it happens to b very few.. dis happens especially cos d so called atheists r out numbered by d devoted ones..i have nothin against those kinda people..if their faith n beliefs help them in any way then cheers mate!!!and if tat doesnt help..arent u burdened by d faith tat u dnt really believe in..wats faith if u cant believe in it..why shud d devoted ones argue wid d oppsite kind..isnt it cos their faith isnt true,odrwise y shud one argue ova it..i tried avoidin xplainin my stance cos i dint wanna hurt anybdy's beliefs...n i dnt lyk debatin unless am forced to..bt since evrybdy wants xplanations i guez dis wud make a gud readin,hopefully:)..i had faith in god until 16..mayb i was rather into d trance so as to say,cos my mom happens to b pretty devoted..though i nevr felt d presence f god in life..lets zero tat down to xperiences..y shud d credit go to god whn u r d person facin life all on ur own..d frnds u earned, d ones u lost..the success u have n dnt have is all upto u..wher is d influence f d so called supreme powers..when d circumstances r favorable n u wrk ur ass out,tats whn success comes..n i feel entitled to d success n failure dependin on wt i do or dnt do..i cant blame a 3rd or nt evn a secnd person fr it..cos i am facin d life..b it gud or bad..then again d idea of sectionin it as gud or bad depends on d person n circumstances..like wts gud fr me may nt b d same fr u...i dnt feel d need f god at any place or time..all i need is myslf to do wt i care n wish fr..n i guez all d help i am gettin frm anybdy else or anywhr els is cos i earned my way into it..ultimately u r ur own god..its a vry volatile topic to discuss..n i aint q8 intend on convertin anybdy into my beliefs,nt as if i can.bt i dnt wanna do tat..u r entitled to ur faiths n beliefs jst as i am..d only difference is i dnt argue on it,bt half d wrld prefers it d odr way around..so people stick on to it if tat helps..elz aint ur introspection a burden based on d beliefs u wer taught n nt ur own evaluation of life...ponder ova it cos i myt b wrong as i am in most cases:)..jst cos i believe in myslf doesnt make me reliable huh!

A B_Log a.k.a A Blogger's Log

This is d diary section f my blog...hpe u r nt havin probs readin d posts cos f d shrt hand style or rathr d sms typin styles..actually dis is kinda convenient fr me cos i dnt hv to care abt d spellin mistakes..in dis kinda writin even if u make a mistake it wud giv d right wrd only..so dis way u wnt think am dyslexic:)..d diary section wud strt frm tomorrow only...well...i already told u..am perfectly irresponsible!!!Wat do u xpect:)...Bt fr d day i wud like to thank d one n only..my beloved frnd ammu fr encouragin me to continue wid dis idea f bloggin..cos i had lost sme amount f enthusiasm to continue wid d very idea..i jst felt smethin wasnt perfect n i wasnt bein myslf while writin in dis blog..bt as she told me ..perfection is wat v yearn fr bt v r always a few steps away frm it...so i guez i hv to keep d fire burnin widout xpectin d phoenix...