The B_Log

Hiya..welcome bac to my blog ,if u did come bac:)..

This week i have posted somethin to keep u folks busy or rather bored:)..yep i said it!!!

few f ma poems!!!

Well,i leave u with a promise...next post is a must read...

i have figured smethin out...keep urslf updated with the blog..

u dont wanna miss it,lemme assure u that!!!

The Poem I Wrote For My First GirlFriend..Probably My First Poem Also..

Waiting For U...

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Has my time come

Or is there another long w8

Too long i have w8d

Or is it not long enuff?

How long,How long,

Shall i w8,

For u..

Is it an illusion,

That someday,

U will come,

Or there is only one thing,

Between u n me..

A Long W8!

Yet am determined somehow,

Rooted in my belief,

Tht u wil come..

Call it a fool's paradise..

Or a tired man's last refrain..

His last desperate scream 4 help,

Not willin to giv up hope..

Day aftr day,Night aftr night,

I hope 4 u..

For u to come..

Rhymed It Up!!!

dreams have wings..

unknwn r d links..

but still i dream..

startled i wake up,not to screams..

angels dwell in my heart..

never to be hurt...

my life is jst a stry..

makes a gud readin,but livin it widout much glory..

i had my fears...

only to end up in tears...

the ones who were near..

didnt even care...

grown was me..bt not the soul within..

my words dint mean anythin..

solitude was my frnd..

but not my end...

fightin the battle was the game..

i didnt need any fame...

peace was all that i wished for..

but life was such a bore..

love was all that i askd for..

nobody cared anymore...

starin at my future..

i could see only sutures...

did anybody care...

nothin was fair..

wagin the bruise f the past...

i moved forwrd pretty fast..

life took its flip..

but i didnt wanna slip...

my final resort ws all too virtual...

i mingled wid singles like a ritual...

smeday,smehw i liked dis girl..

my life tuk a whirl...

is this the luv i wanted...

my life ws haunted..

day aftr day..night aftr night..

i dreamt f her..she ws the light...

dark was ma life .until she came...

my life had an aim..

starin at the mirror for hours,

i wondered ,would the world b ours..

all i dreamt was u..

bt abt u,i knew vry few..

i had my first luv in ma mind..

paths to its end,i couldnt find..

y did she do it..

i dint knw ,evn a lil bit...

life goes on..

is she is my own?..

i was all too perfect..

she cudnt find a defect..

so started ma luv story..

she wasnt a "gori"..

but luks dint matter...

i dint care she was fatter...

cos luv knws no physicality..

and i like speciality..

she was so lovable..

still life was so horrible..

was i d cursed one..

left to wage a battle alone...

weak ws I..but life made me strong..

and i couldnt b wrong..

lost is my faith fr god..

i became my own lord...

confidence dint matter...

my life,nobody cud batter...

selfish is wat i became..

i cant affrd to be lame...

embracin moments f solitude became easy..

my thoughts became a lil sleasy...

my heart was alrdy torn apart..

but luv dint depart..

my gal was a lil fat..

but she soon changed that..

strong ws her will..

her dreams,nobdoy cud kill...

she was so sweet...

that her name was in my heart beat..

special was our relation..

amidst all the annihilation...

few days is all tat tuk to make the bond...

our luv bloomed like the lotus in the pond..

Class Work!!!

HOPE_DOPE

life blooms in d garden f hope,
love is its ecstasy dope..
lost is d wrld in expectations,
i live in d exceptions.
paths leadin to doom,
where the shadow of failure loom.
dreamin of fame,
but d destination nevr came.
moments when i wantd to yell,
its echoes only resonatin in hell..
when wud my angel come,
where wud she come from?
amidst thoughts,i wantd to find a way,
but i was all at bay..
dear ones called it destiny,
i dint belive any..
in d world of reality,
ther is no room for morality.
days went by,
but my hope dint say bye..
then i found my seed f hope..
the happiness it brought,i cudnt cope..
i wasnt ready to cry,
without givin anythin a try..
embracin the forbidden charms,
i invited hell wid open arms...

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DEATH_RATTLES

lost in d wrld f dark dreams,
days n nights resonatin wid my screams.
makin my way thru mystic paths,
hauntd by smebody's wrath..
i move on,
all on my own.
amidst perennial turns,
i see urns..
starin at d eyes of death,
struggled wid my breathe..
has my time come?,
wont i see my home..
couldnt bat my eyelashes..
soon my life wud turn in to ashes..
dwellin in d world of cynics,
i hope to b a phoenix..
i cud hear death rattle..
but hw cud i let u wage a lonely battle..
my promise wud die wid me,
Ur dreams wud sleep wid me..

B_Log!!!

Had a busy schedule until today..dont wrry, i wasnt upto anything u could call as useful:)..

Had xams n the traumas associated with it.So culdnt get back to my blog work...Obviously i was overwhelmed by wateva comment i did get(eventhough they were very few)..And the most frequent comment i got was regarding my lingo..and based on it,i guess i have cut down on d sms lingo that i was using in my earlier posts..do make it a point to visit the blog,cos i want u to b the first person to know when i am talking sense lol!I have some project work and obviously the anomalies associated wid it(i am doin my project wid two gals that i havent even talked to until dis sem!!!I hope i wouldbe of some help to those unfortunate souls:)..so i dont xpect myself to drag myself to write another post in d near future...By the way,there is a good and a bad news(atleast for me),i attended d preliminary rounds of a quiz competition in my college and d sad part is me n ma partner dint qualify..but atleast for the record i did participate in it..well thats nt much f a news..and another news that may not matter much is that i might play for the college cricket team and go to bangalore!!!

And to round it off..well dis is to thank Tessy for writing her comments..and yeah i was referring to u when i jotted d dates...i am really glad that v r still frnds cos that doesnt happen wid others,most f the times:)...i was really overwhelmed to find ur comment..thanx mate..

Oops,almst forgot it..thanx to my cousin,Suraj..i value your comments and do hope u read my blog cos i  feel privileged!!!

The Slumdog Debate( d'bait')!!!

Some people are angry about the fact that slums are being    depicted in the movie and that it puts the reputation of the nation at stake..

And as usual the politicians too chipped in,by rallying behind those promoting the same vision..

Well now u asked for it!!!

When u r so happily forgettin the fact that slums do exist in today's so called modern India or Mumbai and doing nothing to change the     situation,y should u have a problem when somebody depicts the same in a movie!!!

Stop bragging and embarassing yourselves..

The Moral Brigade!!!

Well i had to write about this.The focus nowadays is on the Sreeram sena..

i would like to call them sreeram ki vaanar sena..but that would be too embarassing to hanuman's troop,cos they had more morality and a sense of purpose..i donno who needs dis kinda policing..if they r tryin to bring back the values ,dat is d essence of India,then for starters dont beat up defenseless gals!!!worse they r trying to justify the act by pointing out senseless things.Just consider d whole scenario,they beat up those gals cos they r in a pub n drinking.If thats so wrong ,then where in d heck does it say that its fair for guys to drink n a sin for gals to do d same..isnt their anything called equality to rights or is it that its nt a chapter in the culture of India..The latest propoganda of these guys is to marry off any couple seen spending time together on Valentine's day..Well good for the guys n gals who cant afford to spend money to marry..Beware dopeheads,u might have a huge queue of people waitin for their chance to get married..how i wish i was in mangalore and talkin to angeline jolie and these guys saw me doing the same..Yuhoo!!!see i told u..i can marry her afterall!!!
Stop dis bull shit..i thought we were a democratic republic!!! oh pls dont temme v have our new class of politicians who r gonna rule over our lives!!!There r far more important things to address than what they r voicing for...stop this kinda hooliganism..v r nt gonna benifit by it..
And pls dont complain about pakistan..the real battle is not at the borders,its within the country!!!Eradicate these threats..v will always win over our enemies if their r no internal conflicts..
Fanatics, y wage a shadow war when u cud use d same collective strength to fight out true enemies..and for god sakes dont tell us that u people are gonna contest the next elections..
The bottomline is...Sreeram Sena ..The nation says GET LOST!!!

Blogger alas!!!

I always had big time dreams..one f it happens to b dis..but dis wud b one f d moments i stoppd sleepin too much n startd to do sometin to realise my dream..I chose tis day 25th f d month cos 25th f may n 25th f novembr holds a special place in ma heart..cos those wer d dates when ma first luv startd n ended..Nt xactly smethin i shudb writin if i wer to make an impression eh..bt tis is my space to write things frankly..doesnt mean i dnt liv my life d same way:)..For sme i may b new..bt to others am d same old perfectly irresponsible dude..well..dis  blog is jst d logical culmination f yet another infactuation..donno if it wud hit d mark in d wrld f umpteen bloggers.bt still i guez am creative enuff to sustain sme sorta creativity..i m jst another dude in d batallion f students who wish english ws d only subject in their syllabus..i cant stand anythin els..i bet my frnds wont differ if i say am very creative,afterall who can manage to b front bencher n still sleep luxuriously n squeeze in sme time to write all those prose..hey dnt leave yet......well wat am i xpectd to write other than wt i feel for..well i aint gonna get paid fr all dis..r8..so i hv d luxury f writin wateva heck tat comes to my mind...tat feels gud though a bit nazist,eh!bt nevertheless i canb a dictator ova here..aftrall tis is one f rarest few things tat i can truly call mine!!!i aint gonna post anythin theoretical..cos half d wrld gets bored readin things tat make lotta sense..i wud post anythin n evrythin tat wudnt bore,cos if i do bore u then wts d purpose..comments r mst welcme as long as i dnt hv to delete em:)..the posts wud include a daily diary,which i hpe wud b a "daily" wrk cos u knw na..the students prob..teachrs r q8 stern on fixin their schedules so as to keep us busy..so i hpe i get time to squeeze in dis daily dairy writing..then wtels..i guez ther wud b a post evryday on certain topics tat amuse me which wud xclusively depend on ma mood ,which is pleasant mst f d time..the views in d columns r xclusively mine n those who disagree can simply write it in a paper n throw it in d dustbin:)..kiddin mate..do post ur comments cos tats d only way i knw tat my comments r bein read! one thing i wud like to tell ya s..i will try to b as frank as frank canbe as tat wudb one f d pre requisites f writin a diary..actually i hv been tryin to change myslf to smethin mre decent so tat i become mre presentable in a blog...so i h givn up smokin n few othr addictions...change is d only constant n i guez this blog is a change fr me..i wud also b usin d blog as a platform to share my views wid odrs n knw their views..so it wudb mre like an interactive one(hopefully)...n i sure do hpe dis bloggin doesnt fall in d category f so many infactuations i previously had..i m8 b a bit f an amateur in bloggin but sure i knw when to stop braggin..so dis is enuff fr nw..so dudes n dudettes here is my word palette..happy bloggin!!!

God Or No God!!!

I have been thinkin a lot abt dis concept n hav mst lately involved in a debate f sorts abt dis topic..obviously i ws out numbered by d people who believed in god..d talk happened in a marriage function of the brother f one f my frnds...n i was attndin it wid few f my classmates..in between d booze n loose talks i ws cornered by my frnds fr sayin dat god doesnt xist..n i ws alone in my stance if nt fr a half drunk frnd f mine..tats wt v call a buddy..a frnd in need is a frnd indeed(drunk or nt)..why is dis sucha sensitive topic..most f the people were nt evn ready to listen to my view impartially..so here i am in my blog,tryin to tell wat i wantd to tell...i donno if hv any listeners,bt nevertheless i am in to dis now...v r inculcated wid d faiths n beliefs tat our parents feast us upon wid...fr most f us our belief in god was a lesson taught to us frm our childhood by d people whom v care d most abt ie our parents..n wid time n xperience sme become devoted to dis faith n sme loose faith..n those who dare xpress it happens to b very few.. dis happens especially cos d so called atheists r out numbered by d devoted ones..i have nothin against those kinda people..if their faith n beliefs help them in any way then cheers mate!!!and if tat doesnt help..arent u burdened by d faith tat u dnt really believe in..wats faith if u cant believe in it..why shud d devoted ones argue wid d oppsite kind..isnt it cos their faith isnt true,odrwise y shud one argue ova it..i tried avoidin xplainin my stance cos i dint wanna hurt anybdy's beliefs...n i dnt lyk debatin unless am forced to..bt since evrybdy wants xplanations i guez dis wud make a gud readin,hopefully:)..i had faith in god until 16..mayb i was rather into d trance so as to say,cos my mom happens to b pretty devoted..though i nevr felt d presence f god in life..lets zero tat down to xperiences..y shud d credit go to god whn u r d person facin life all on ur own..d frnds u earned, d ones u lost..the success u have n dnt have is all upto u..wher is d influence f d so called supreme powers..when d circumstances r favorable n u wrk ur ass out,tats whn success comes..n i feel entitled to d success n failure dependin on wt i do or dnt do..i cant blame a 3rd or nt evn a secnd person fr it..cos i am facin d life..b it gud or bad..then again d idea of sectionin it as gud or bad depends on d person n circumstances..like wts gud fr me may nt b d same fr u...i dnt feel d need f god at any place or time..all i need is myslf to do wt i care n wish fr..n i guez all d help i am gettin frm anybdy else or anywhr els is cos i earned my way into it..ultimately u r ur own god..its a vry volatile topic to discuss..n i aint q8 intend on convertin anybdy into my beliefs,nt as if i can.bt i dnt wanna do tat..u r entitled to ur faiths n beliefs jst as i am..d only difference is i dnt argue on it,bt half d wrld prefers it d odr way around..so people stick on to it if tat helps..elz aint ur introspection a burden based on d beliefs u wer taught n nt ur own evaluation of life...ponder ova it cos i myt b wrong as i am in most cases:)..jst cos i believe in myslf doesnt make me reliable huh!

A B_Log a.k.a A Blogger's Log

This is d diary section f my blog...hpe u r nt havin probs readin d posts cos f d shrt hand style or rathr d sms typin styles..actually dis is kinda convenient fr me cos i dnt hv to care abt d spellin mistakes..in dis kinda writin even if u make a mistake it wud giv d right wrd only..so dis way u wnt think am dyslexic:)..d diary section wud strt frm tomorrow only...well...i already told u..am perfectly irresponsible!!!Wat do u xpect:)...Bt fr d day i wud like to thank d one n only..my beloved frnd ammu fr encouragin me to continue wid dis idea f bloggin..cos i had lost sme amount f enthusiasm to continue wid d very idea..i jst felt smethin wasnt perfect n i wasnt bein myslf while writin in dis blog..bt as she told me ..perfection is wat v yearn fr bt v r always a few steps away frm it...so i guez i hv to keep d fire burnin widout xpectin d phoenix...